Today, however, is a new day and it's a beautiful day in the country. Cool, gorgeous, sunny, with a deep blue sky. So I sat outside staring up, trying to figure it all out.
I can't of course, I'm just not that good, but really, I don't think anyone can figure it all out. I'm not sure that we are even meant to!
Yesterday I vented (ranted/raged really) to a friend. It didn't help, in fact I'm not sure but what it didn't make it worse. Venting seems to give validation to a problem rather that come up with solutions for fixing them. My helpful friend suggested I try to just 'live in the moment'. 'Live in the moment'? What the heck does that mean!?!?!? I thought I was!
The problem, I think, is that ALL those 'moments', add up. Moments become one huge ball of wax, either good or bad depending on how you choose to look at it. So I think my friend was trying to tell me to take each tiny moment and look at it as good and then when all those moments become that HUGE ball of wax, it will be a good one! Hmmmm......does that make sense??
I don't know. It's giving me a headache. I think I'll try and forget about it and enjoy this kitty sitting on my lap wanting to play with my toes!
Hey....maybe that's 'living in the moment'!
What do you think?